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Page 1 of 3 Friendship is one of the important relationship in our life others than relationship like with family, love, siblings and etc. Everyone need a friend in their social life. I need a friend too. But maybe someone out there call me a person who’s not friendly (not all). Actually I’m not an arrogance or not care about friend. I love to friend with other people but I have other big responsibility to take care about. Maybe some of you don’t know that I’m just adopted child in a simple family, not too rich family (cukup2 makan je…), by the way I really proud who I’m now even not truly success yet. As an adopted child, I need to try live with minimum help from other people especially from my lovely family, because I don’t want to be a burden for them. Beside that, I’m also the only son and also the 1st children in the family. Asking help from friend??? that’s really difficult; to call somebody friends is very easy. The hard is to find Sahabat. Not all your friend really care about you. I can understand it because I also do like that before. From my experience, I always got friend from the rich family and who’s is anak bongsu or at least have a brother or sisters. To find someone like me is very hard who can share everything especially when you’re around not from the same blood. That’s why sometime, I need to be show off to raise my confident even I’m a nervous person before this.
About my lovely family, thank to god cause give me this family. If not maybe I’ll grow some where else. I really love this family because both my father & my mother love me very much till they really control everything what I do or did (Sometime it’s really anxious). I think it’s the time now to take my responsibility on this family, my father will retire on 2008. I don’t wanna make any trouble anymore now because I think it’s enough what they already did to me before. For an example, they really care about me since I was born and when I have a heart problem(jantung berlubang sejak baby). Every month, I need go to hospital to inject penicillin into my body to avoid bacteria attack my heart. It’s really heart because penicillin is one of the bacteria which uses as antibiotics. I got this treatment until I’m 12 years old. After that I don’t want anymore because it’s really hurt when inject into my body. I change to traditionally which I need to drink “Air gamat” every day for 3 years (Pahit n kelat gile siot….). Alhamdulillah…when I’m form 3, doctors said I’m free from this disease. It’s like a new beginning in my life. After that everything is going very well. (Ehhh melalut plak aku nie, off topic nie) You know what, my biology mother really hate me because what my real father did to her. I’ll not tell you that story because it’s so personal and it’s about my pride. Just wanna told you I’ll never forgive my real mother for what she did to me, my father too. Right now maybe I can spend more time with friends because I have a job now. So of course I have my own money. So I can use my own money for friends like to meet them at other place or from different state (kire buleh gi kemana sesuka atilah). Because don’t have ask money/loan from family anymore. One of the third from salary I give it to my family and sisters. The gap age between me and my 1st young sister very far, it’s about 7 years old gap. It’s a big gap right, it’s like two different generation. I was start using my own money since study at UPM. That time I can live simply even cannot enjoy on myself because think that budget cukup2 jek for study and survive. Lastly, I graduated even with result not so good. Some people say that the study time is your enjoyment with friends because when u’re working, the time is not enough to enjoy because need to give commitment on your career. Lastly for my friend out there who’s read this blog, I’m sorry if I have did hurt your feeling or do something bad or lost contact for a long time. Maybe I don’t have guide like old brother or sisters to be my role model. I just learn from my mistaken only.(Just do it and learn from mistake; my concept of learning). Frankly, I really love to find friend and not really like to find any enemy. Ps : huh, jiwanglah plak tulisan aku kali nie, BTY please visit this site -->Klik cni<--(Lama punya) atau kat --> cni pun bleh <--(Baru punya) . Your underground info resources(promote kejap). My most favourite site just for who is Jiwangs Karatz...
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